Noa
For ages I kept telling myself I'd have some time in a diaper later, once everything else was done. Later usually turned out to be the point when I was already too tired to enjoy anything. I'd look at the clock, think about getting ready, and go straight to bed instead. Then I'd feel annoyed that another evening had disappeared. Which was a strange amount of pressure to put on something I usually find comforting. I've started making room for it earlier when I actually want to. Sometimes that's an hour with a book and a diaper under my pyjamas. Sometimes I get distracted by the book and forget about the rest. I can change into ordinary sleepwear afterwards if that's what feels comfortable that night. I still like the idea of a long, carefully planned ABDL evening. In practice, I seem to enjoy the unplanned hour more. Is anyone else always postponing this part of their life until they're too tired for it?